So i started school, i am pretty much living at my boyfriends, and i am still working full time. Is it weird that i am stressed out???
I need to start taking school a little more serious!! Work is going fine, but i really to need sit down for at least an hour everynight and do homework. I know i can do it i just need to put my mind to it. And i need to start going home at night, even though i absolutly love being with him and sleeping beside him is the most amazing feeling in the world. My bed is starting to miss me....
Any ways tonights goal do nothing but home work!!!
Cheers!!!
Friday, October 3, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
<3
I just let go of 25 balloons with nicest and cutest guy i have ever met need i say more <3
im in trouble... but loving it *blush*
im in trouble... but loving it *blush*
Imagine
Imagine
John Lennon
Imagine there's not heaven,
its easy if you try,
no hell below us,
above us only sky.
Imagine all the people,
living for today.
Imagine there's no countries.
it isnt hard to do,
nothing to kill or die for,
and no religion too.
Imagine all the poeple,
living life in peace.
You may say I'm a dreamer
but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us,
and the world will be as one.
Imagine no possesions,
i wonder if you can,
no need for greed or hunger,
a brotherhood of man.
Imagine all the people,
sharing all the world.
You may say I'm a dreamer...
but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us,
and the world will be as one.
Just think about it.. can you even imagine what the world would be like... what would people do if they didnt have that security of knowing that after you die you dont just rot in the ground.. or what would they do with out all of the material items we have today??
Where would you be if you lived in a world like that?? Its probably not somthing that you want to think about, its a tough subject for lots of people. I know when i think about it i get the ebe jebes.
What if the world was just "people living for the day"??
p.s. happy birthday Mister man!! xxoo
John Lennon
Imagine there's not heaven,
its easy if you try,
no hell below us,
above us only sky.
Imagine all the people,
living for today.
Imagine there's no countries.
it isnt hard to do,
nothing to kill or die for,
and no religion too.
Imagine all the poeple,
living life in peace.
You may say I'm a dreamer
but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us,
and the world will be as one.
Imagine no possesions,
i wonder if you can,
no need for greed or hunger,
a brotherhood of man.
Imagine all the people,
sharing all the world.
You may say I'm a dreamer...
but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us,
and the world will be as one.
Just think about it.. can you even imagine what the world would be like... what would people do if they didnt have that security of knowing that after you die you dont just rot in the ground.. or what would they do with out all of the material items we have today??
Where would you be if you lived in a world like that?? Its probably not somthing that you want to think about, its a tough subject for lots of people. I know when i think about it i get the ebe jebes.
What if the world was just "people living for the day"??
p.s. happy birthday Mister man!! xxoo
Monday, August 25, 2008
6837985057
At this moment, there are 6 billion, 8 hundred, 37 million, 9 hundred, 50 thousand, 57 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are loosing at this game we call life, some are ahead. Some people are just finding them selves. There are some people who are putting a smile on just to make it threw the day.Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. There are people dying and babies being born. Hearts are being broken and people are falling in love.. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls.
If you think about it, where do you stand among all of those people, where do those people stand among you? How many of those people are good? Everyone has to have a little bit of good in them, they werent born bad, they where born innocent and pure. So how can a world that starts people off as pure an inocent be so full of hate and anger,war, and lies?? I mean i am not saying that its all bad, there is love and peace and happiness, but in a world full of color how can there be so much black and white....
If you think about it, where do you stand among all of those people, where do those people stand among you? How many of those people are good? Everyone has to have a little bit of good in them, they werent born bad, they where born innocent and pure. So how can a world that starts people off as pure an inocent be so full of hate and anger,war, and lies?? I mean i am not saying that its all bad, there is love and peace and happiness, but in a world full of color how can there be so much black and white....
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Work, Work, Work!!
Okay so day from Hell! Blah and i try not to get to worked up over it, but its hard when some one you work with is trying to make your life a living hell. I get into work this morning feeling refreshed and ready to go. My best work buddy Big J is of course happy and smiling and then i turn to my right and its like a disaster happened. All i hear for the rest of the day is what i did wrong. Even though i didnt do any thing wrong! ugh so frustrating... any ways what i am getting at is why do we let our selfs get all stressed out over work??
It could be the fact that we need that job, like i do. I mean its an awesome job. But we should not lower our selves and let it get to us. If we do somthing wrong fess up, work threw it and get over it. Dont let it ruin your day... and dont bring it home with you. Because before you know it, everyone in your life is getting stressed out over your work.. not good!
So i am going to try and go to work, get my work done and then come home and relax. Ahhh...
It could be the fact that we need that job, like i do. I mean its an awesome job. But we should not lower our selves and let it get to us. If we do somthing wrong fess up, work threw it and get over it. Dont let it ruin your day... and dont bring it home with you. Because before you know it, everyone in your life is getting stressed out over your work.. not good!
So i am going to try and go to work, get my work done and then come home and relax. Ahhh...
Monday, August 18, 2008
Here today Gone tomorrow
Some people are so confusing. (No names or anything so we will call him Jack Roberts) But in all seriousness JACK ROBERTS i think your an idiot!! wow that felt good.
There is a fine line between living life and destroying everything you have in front of you and i am pretty sure he has crossed that line a couple years back. I dont understand how it can be so easy for him to walk in and out of peoples lives. Its like one day he is him self and the next day its like this completely different person that i dont know. Roller coaster ride from Hell! And i mean its not like we are ment to be i know that and everyone else knows that but its kind of a comfort thing. I am not the kind of person that likes to be sad i mean it happens i probably cry like every second day but hey im a girl. I love doing things i like to be active and laugh, and he just doesnt. I cant fix some one who does not want to be fixed and i just have to live with that.
For example another person we all know we wont name any names so we will call her Tiffany. Now that is one confused girl. Shaves her head completly off, lost all of her kids and now she is with some guy.. I dont usually judge people but i mean come on its time step it up.
Everyone needs to learn to take responsibility for their actions it may not come out as the best out come but in the end you will definitly feel better. And then people will think alot higher of you. Its better to be honest even if its not right away then to not tell the truth at all.
So new thing i am trying complete honesty it might not be easy but i am going to try my best!!
There is a fine line between living life and destroying everything you have in front of you and i am pretty sure he has crossed that line a couple years back. I dont understand how it can be so easy for him to walk in and out of peoples lives. Its like one day he is him self and the next day its like this completely different person that i dont know. Roller coaster ride from Hell! And i mean its not like we are ment to be i know that and everyone else knows that but its kind of a comfort thing. I am not the kind of person that likes to be sad i mean it happens i probably cry like every second day but hey im a girl. I love doing things i like to be active and laugh, and he just doesnt. I cant fix some one who does not want to be fixed and i just have to live with that.
For example another person we all know we wont name any names so we will call her Tiffany. Now that is one confused girl. Shaves her head completly off, lost all of her kids and now she is with some guy.. I dont usually judge people but i mean come on its time step it up.
Everyone needs to learn to take responsibility for their actions it may not come out as the best out come but in the end you will definitly feel better. And then people will think alot higher of you. Its better to be honest even if its not right away then to not tell the truth at all.
So new thing i am trying complete honesty it might not be easy but i am going to try my best!!
Blogs
So here it goes making my own blog how exciting!
I guess i dont really know how any of this works... but i love writting so i thought this would be awesome. I can just put down some of the things that i think are important in world. Even if no one reads it at least i am getting my voice out there. My dad would be so proud of me.
I guess i dont really know how any of this works... but i love writting so i thought this would be awesome. I can just put down some of the things that i think are important in world. Even if no one reads it at least i am getting my voice out there. My dad would be so proud of me.
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